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the sirens of titan.

From Vonnegut’s The Sirens of Titan (p.319): “Anybody who has traveled this far on a fool’s errand,” said Salo, “has no choice but to uphold the honor of fools by completing the errand.”

chicago solitude.

from my solitary walks in Chicago between August 2019 to February 2020.

oh dove.

From Men I Trust1: “To be ours Like the trees on our shores All tweezed The cliffs eat away at our knees” It is fascinating how good poetry can somehow arrange common words to evoke a kind of instantaneous phenomenological experience that one can’t easily articulate with words but feel (understand?) intuitively; like a beam of warm sunlight rushing through a small gap between clouds in an overcast day. From their 2021 album entitled “Untourable Album,” a newer live version posted on YouTube last night.

writing about having nothing to write about.

From Murakami’s Novelist as a Vocation (p.82): “When I began my first novel, Hear the Wind Sing, I knew I had no choice but to write about having nothing to write about.” First things first: I have no delusion ambition to write a novel. I want to write more because it’s becoming more and more clear to me that the only way I can get in dialogue with my own thoughts is to put them somewhere tangible 1.

memories of my domestic landscapes.

One of the better photography books I read (saw?) this year was Domestic Landscapes by Bert Teunissen. It is such an amazing photography project because each photo puts a person in the center and tells their story through the space they lived in for many, many years. As I was seeing the photos, I kept remembering faded images of the house I grew up in, the houses of the relatives I visited, and the house my grandparents lived in when I visited there the summer after the first grade.

foggy.

in Evanston, tonight.

hello world.

irf stands for “innumerable random formations.” I came across this phrase in Stephen Greenblatt’s book Swerve, and it immediately felt like a good metaphor for the way my mind races from one unfinished thought to another. I decided to start this blog because I realized that if I never pause and write down my thoughts, I never actually process them. I never engage with them. I don’t even remember most of them.